the day of uncertainties. to be forgotten.
i still care for you. because you are my dearest friend.
it's so hard for me to get over this that i wish it's just a dream.
maybe a bad dream. because i will miss it.
there were lots of things that i wanted to tell you but i just couldn't open my mouth last time.
like how you made my day, how you made me feel loved/cared for, how you made me feel that i should behave like a girl. (ok this is dumb.) but i really thank you!
i thank you for everything you'd done to improve our relationship, to make me happy and to fill my emptiness. i really mean it.
i don't want to call it as an experience. it sounds so emotionless.
all the things that we'd been through cannot be classified under a simple word, experience. if we do that, it is sad.
somehow you made me an emo person. hopefully i will change back to normal and i hope you don't emo too since you got such close friends.
maybe for the time being, i will remeber what you like... or maybe i wont forget?
rainy days, autumn, leaves, orange colour, anything green tea, your emo songs, sprite rather than coke, oranges, shaking your legs, guitar, online all day, your $120 jacket, jap food, pinch people's fats(wow), play cards... YOUR FRIENDS.
too many to be listed.
Fighting my dear friend! Dedicate 'our song' to you. xin tong xin dong.
PS: don't feel gan1 ga4 when you see me. its nothing. (:
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